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So they think I might have cervical cancer, I have to go and get a coloposcopy or some shit. I don't really know what to say about it. I am healthy, damnit!
I havent told anyone, though I want to. I don't want stupid rumours to get spread around, and I know they would. I'm scared, scared for a stupid reason, scared because I'm broke and cancer is expensive, scared to be pathetically bed ridden. That alone would kill me.
Theres a lot of things I don't understand, I'm confused, and I want to live, I don't want to be the 23 year old girl with cancer that everyone feels sorry for or some shit.
Awww fuck, I don't knwo who I'm trying to kid. I'm fucking terrified.
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lucky
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06.07.2005 - 14:30
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